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Went to Akon for the first time! It was fun! I met some friends there who weren't exactly what the typical person would consider "normal". They were great and we all felt like no one would judge us if we were together! It was outside of Akon and back in the real world where the bigotry and hate begun! Why people are so heartless always gets me! Why can't we all learn to love each other and understand?

I have some sad news to report that's a week late. My 15-year-old Chihuahua named Sybil of Fawlty Towers has passed away. She has had three years of congestive heart failure and was given medicine to sustain this. She was a very high-spirited, yet calm and quiet little girl throughout her entire life. I met her when I was in Middle School (she was 4) and I knew her up to my 7th year in College. Her last days were peaceful and she was happy, but could no longer walk properly or keep her balance due to organ failure. Her body was using her muscle mass energy to sustain it. I found her in her little bed asleep with a smile on her face. She died in her sleep.
We had her cremated, which was our plan three years ago when we found out she had heart failure. She was only expected to live a few months but she lived three years. I picked her up today with my stepdad in her little urn. She now rests underneath our mantle in front of our fireplace. We will take her wherever we go. She was our baby and part of our family.
Sorry for the sob story, but I wanted to let my friends on here know. I've already informed my Facebook friends. Please pray for our family because my stepdad is still very upset.

11-4-98 through 1-7-14

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN EXCITED AND ALL FULL OF ENERGY AND WAS READY TO GO OUT THERE AND DO ANYTHING, BUT WHEN YOU DID, YOU DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO? I'VE BEEN THIS WAY FOR MONTHS NOW AND THAT'S WHY I HAVENT BEEN DRAWING LATELY OR MAKING VIDEOS, BUT HERES A LIST OF WHAT I'VE DONE AND YOU ALL MISSED:

FINISHED SPRING COLLEGE SEMESTER AND AM NOW TAKING ONLINE CLASS; GOING TO FINALLY GRADUATE NEXT YEAR
READ MANY MANY BOOKS LIKE THE WHEEL OF TIME SERIES AND REVOLUTIONARY WAR STORIES (YES, I;M STILL OBSESSED WITH THAT)
SURVIVED TORNADOES AND WAS LUCKY NOT TO GET HIT BY THE TORNADO FROM MOORE OKLAHOMA
STARTED A NEW JOB AT A GRAND OPENING STORE WITH FUCKING AWESOME PAY (SPROUTS FARMERS MARKET)
STARTED RAISING CHICKENS THAT WILL LAY EGGS PRETTY SOON AND THERE ARE 6 OF THEM
PLAYING MY BRAND NEW PS3 AND WAS OBSESSING OVER THAT FOR A WHILE BUT NOW ITS ANOTHER COMMON FORM OF ENTERTAINMENT AT THE HOUSE

SO....

I'M MISSING MY DRAWING! IM GONNA START DRAWING AGAIN! I'M GONNA TAKE COMISSIONS TOO! DRAWINGS RANGE FROM HOW ELABORATE YOU WANT THEM TO BE.

CHEAP ONES UNDER 20 BUCKS ARE SIMPLE SKETCHES
MEDIUM PRICED ONES AROUND 30 BUCKS ARE SHADED SKETCHES
HIGH PRICED ONES AROUND 40-50 BUCKS ARE STILL-LIFE DRAWINGS (IF YOU ARE UNAWARE OF WHAT THOSE ARE, GOOGLE IT)

the tokyo in tulsa convention was great as usual this year! the only downside was that anime pavilion didnt sell very many good dvd series this year. most of them were reject series. they also didnt even have one piece collection 2 nor wolf's rain. and those are pretty popular series! oh well, i guess it was a good thing because if they did have good ones, i wouldve gone broke.

i loved the choice of location for the exhibits! it wasnt in a crowded room where you had to squeeze around fat, stinky people to get what you want! i dressed up as ranma saotome and nora fries. btw, i wasnt aware that my ranma jacket was almost the same as the live action movie ranma jacket! i just randomly purchased it online! it was wierd!

the night in the hotel was a big mistake because the people next door wouldnt shut the fuck up the whole night! they kept yelling at each other and laughing right next to the door that connects our rooms! i understand that we had the tnt floor, but they shouldnt be this rowdy at three in the fucking morning! so i went downstairs and got it taken care of. my sis slept through the whole thing!

well, thats pretty much it. since it was a real pavilion letdown, im thinking of going to izumicon this year as well, but im only going to stay one day!

Well, it's that time of year once again! YES! It's almost time for TNT to be here in downtown Tulsa!

I always tell myself to save my money for these conventions, but it's always at the point where I can even barely afford to even manage to go and buy just one series! BUT NOT THIS YEAR! I have enough money saved up to buy a couple of things! Like, season 2-4 of One Piece (expected to be $25 each) and the rest of my manga Inuyasha (missing omnibus volume 10 and 11). Also I wanna see if they have Kaze Hikaru volume 7. For some reason I can't find it anywhere. This will be my 6th convention I've been too. I also went to Izumicon in Oklahoma City two years back, but that doesn't count because they screwed my friends Misty and Melody.

TNT NEVER LETS ME DOWN! SEE YOU THERE MISTY AND MELODY!

Also, I'm planning to bring my tablet with me, so if anyone wants me to draw them anything, let me know. Here's the list of mangas and anime I'm familiar with. I'm not gonna be able to draw an anime character I don't know:

one piece
kaze hikaru
inyuasha
dbz
dragonball
pokemon (a little, just the 1st season)
azumanga daioh
aori aoshi
yuyu hakusho (EPIC)
samurai x (EPIC)
rurouni kenshin
samurai 7 (EPIC)
naruto (when they were young, I gave up watching shippuuden; it was too long)
moribito
bleach (first season)
yugioh (just yugioh himself)
chobits

THESE ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT I CAN THINK OF ON TOP OF MY HEAD! IF YOU WANT SOMETHING DRAWN FROM ANY OTHER SERIES THAT IM FAMILIAR WITH, ILL TRY TO SEE IF I CAN DO MY BEST, BUT IM NOT A PRO AT DRAWING CHARACTERS I DONT VIEW ALL THE TIME!!!!!

Each comission is $5. If you don't like the way it looks, then I'll keep the piece of crap and you don't have to pay for it. I'll put my failures on DA here so you all can make fun of them! If I take my time with my art, it looks great compared to the pieces of crap I sometimes submit on here.

Well anyways...see you all there!